2more days. it's gng t be a life time thing.


so many things t think about.





it's not about fate. its just a coincidence.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUZHEN! (: love love-


RIKA's BACK! she came t sch t get her cert with yana and yohan. still as pretty as ever.
man, i miss her. hope i'll be able t make it this sat! :DD

stayed back with my sister,julian t do my art.
was wasting time though. but its okay. HAHA. =x
okay im gng t take a nap now.
n's in 4days time.




im afraid. i'm not contented yet.

you suck.

this is like so long timeeeee ago. but still its nice.

Mariah Carey, Joe, 98 Degrees - Thank God I Found You
I would give up everything
Before I'd separate Myself from you
After so much suffering
I finally found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself
For the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache
Would not subsideI felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Chorus:
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you

I will give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To insure your happiness
I cherish every part of you
'Cause without you beside me
I can't survive
Don't want to try
If you're keeping me warm
Each and every night
I'll be alright
Because I need you in my life

Repeat Chorus

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess
It shows that we were
Destined to shine
After the rain, to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

Repeat Chorus

PICS UPLOAD! RIKA IS BACK soon. she's in indo now. so near singapore. so near.
i miss you girlie.

n's is exactly in one week time. -pray-

had detention this afternoon.
jen acc me. (: mwah.
did my art. jen left.
arnd 3.30, shane came.
arnd 4, i left.
(:

met a stupid cab. dammit.



dont give me so much hope.

i know who it is. you dont have tell me.

baby left when i woke up.): miss her badly.

anw, down t avl this afternoon.
did some of ma art. took pics frm day t night.
damn happening. shall upload ltr.




if i could say thank god i found you.

baby shermin's staying over at my place. so nice t play with but she's sleeping now.
mock on tue. dammit. haven even complain a single pic.



you know i miss you.

Mr Kaw is funny. i always like him. HAHA.

stayed back after school. jen and i were outside the staff's room.
teachers were like rushing here and there.
we saw mr kaw and jen asked him smth.

jen: cher, why you keep rushing here and there?
kaw:OH, trying t act busy.
me: WAT THE HELL!

to me he's funny la. dammit. HAHA.



sigh.

u tore it apart. just like that.



the sparks is all gone.

i dont wanna be scary.




so many fucking things t think about. i really needa work.
i owed my parents too much money. too much.

im not that scary, baby.

wth. i want a bro. a younger bro.


jabot (wadeva u spell it) during CME.
shuang. WOHOO.

one word for everyday, stress.

EH, complain t ppl that we disturbed you ah?
you should know why la huh, GIRL. HAH!
complain somemore la. and we'll disturb you more. okay? okay. (:



yawn. im so tired now.
should i be happy or disappointed?:/

sian. supposed t have meeting tday. had cramps. sian.

stress ah stress ah.




i miss that lil guy.

YIPPY! bryant got in the top 2! alright man! congrats! :DD he can get t meet the black eyed peas! GOSH GOSH! RAHH.


i do, i do, i do believe in fairies. LOL.

jus watched peter pan. dammit. shit shit shit. i started t like guys younger than me alr.
UH OH. lol.
and yeah, wenta avl with gary and bryant.
saw xinwei at somerset.

had a terrible cramp. areshole. thanks bryant for buying the pills.
they had dinner at cine food court.
den headed t suntec. dance comp.
the guy damn cute. so young. he can do gliding. -claps-

anw, the song is nice. dl dl! :DD

loving this way by colin raye and bobbie eakes.[ damn nice. thanks bryant(:]

Raye- I'm tired of watching me hurt you I
'm tired of being the tear drops on your face
I'm tired of loving this way

Eakes- I'm tired of loving this way
I know your every weakness
I can find one in everything you say
I'm tired of loving this way

Raye- I'm tired of loving this way

**Chorus:(Both) I'm not what you really need
I'm not the one in your dreams
I can see it in your eyes
This aint the way it should feel
I dont know how we got here
Love is no longer blind

Raye- If that is just how it is

Eakes- Can we go on like this Oh baby, what do you say

Raye- I'm tired of loving this way
Eakes- I'm tired of loving this way

** Raye- I'll set your heart free and if your mine you'll come flying back someday
But, I'm tired of loving this way

Eakes- I'm tired of loving this way
Well, I'm taking you with me
Like a room in my heart you'll have your place
I'm tired of loving this way

Raye- I'm tired of loving this way

Repeat Chorus-** Raye- I'm tired of loving this way
Eakes- I'm tired of loving this way yeah
Raye- I'm tired of loving this way Eakes- (both)
I'm tired of loving (this way)

life sucks. and i miss you.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY T MY BROTHER BEAR, BI SHEN! :DD
he's one of our 'sisters' YAY!

THOSE WHO DISLIKES HIM, YOURE REALLY AN IDOIT.

n's are coming. brrrrrrrr~ so soooooon.
saw my pri sch friend when im on ma way back home.
her hair is longggg. HAHA.

HAHAhahaaa..sigh.

time is so precious.

WOW WOW WOW. everyone's harving partey out there man. coco coco coco.
nvm. i'll WAIT. (:

n's coming. and gng t end soon. i need a job.
we all need a job. any LOBANG? :DD
i needa shit.


i love rainny night! -beams-

im back. had swordarious meeting this afternoon. or should i say evening?
HAHA. well, gary was late and anw, saw bryant and ben when im on my way t tamp control.

met up with gary and xinwei. off t avalon.
supposed t meet andreas at simei mrt but he got up another train.LOL.
everyone's here today. FINALLY. planned for script.
had dinner behind avalon.
back t script again. this time we roughly act for awhile.

arnd 10, went home. WAH.
sian. tmr got school. SIAN. RAH.

xinwei,leonard,kelly and i wenta gary's place after dance on thurs.
were supposed t discuss about our VIP thingy but everyone was playing.
darren came.

after watching some videos, den were playing cards.
damn fun can.
after while, arnd 6plus AM , everyone wenta sleep.
woke up at arnd 11. kelly left first.
followed by darren and me. the rest were still sleeping.

went home ta sleep. supposed t go t ktv with my girls.
but i was really too tired. sorry): i met them arnd 6.
super late. wanted t eat at coffee club but everything's not avlb.-.-
so walked t taka. den t cine. blah blah blah. ended up at rocky-.-
im SO SORRY girls, i know ive spoiled the day.): sorry.

guess i'll be staying at home tnight. cos theyre gng t liquid room again.
HAHA. aiya, nvm lar! gd byeeee.

i wanna walk in the rain alone so that you wont be able t see that im crying.

the sweet ones. (:

back frm meeting with swordarious.
thought of the script alr. so yeah. think everything's gonna out fine.
not all of them can make it today.
SO PLEASE PPL, must make it on this coming sunday. IT'S A MUST!!! (:

anw, there's a preview for invictus AOP.
well doneeeee. :DD

went home with darren,dharni,lydia, sam and two other new friends.
while xinwei and the rest went clubbingggg. so shuanggggg.
anw,bump onto tricia,anne and max.
saw sheryl on the train.
so everyone went home tgt. LOL. took pic again! :DD will upload soon.

LOOK at irene. LOL. followed by xinwei,gary,darren and bryant.
WEEEE. bryant,dharni and darren!

ss paper and CLLC today.
SSS! social studies sucks! i studied eh. but i forgot everything. LOL. -.-

finally can rest for a few days before i chiong liao.
pimples are getting worst.):

headed t avl.
saw regina and co. :DD

anw,
check out the piccy piccy at PEEPATTHESE! :DD



i knew about it. all along.

DOD was GREAT! :DD
im so freaking tired now. everyone'a gone t liquid room. ):
chinese n's this coming mon. si liao. LOL.

anw, these were taken in avl this afternoon.
FYI, these make-ups were for the performance.
so yah. MWAH. gd night.:D

xinwei doing her make-up.
our j-pop xinweiiii. HAHA.
YAY! the white angels. LOL. MWAHMWAH.
WAH LAO. GUI AH!!!!
this is kim. ive no idea when he took this. LOL. i find this funny so i post it. no offence, fann.(x
LIYI! she's eating her fav subway. LOL.
gary and i! :DD
bryant,gary and irene. how come so serious one ah? LOL.
bryant and me. :DD
bryant and irene! they looked so serious eh in every pic.. LOL.

stayed at home the whole day. i did revise. BUT BUT. whether it gets in my head, ive no idea. LOL.

tmr is the DOD performances. so looking forward t it. heh.
okay. thats it. MWAH.




we used t be. used t be.

IM like super lost now. sigh.

met up with gary,darren and dharni this afternoon.
i was like super late. and they kept calling. LOL.i was like running and somemore its raining.

three of them were like talking about their 'secret' which i dont even know wad they were talking about. and kept asking me the same qns over and over again. so i decided t threaten them by shifting the seat. LOL. but still, they dont wanna tell me.

so when we reached somerset mrt station. i was trying t run away. and both darren and dharni holded so tightly my wrist frm letting me go. how EVIL!
i was like struggling. LOL. like monkey. i even wanted t hold on a pole. (x

slowly t avalon. im still struggling. (X so retarded can. finally, settled down.

anw, had a full run rehersal this evening again.
imma AIR STEWARDESS! lol. \m/ HAHA.
great job people! :DD
after everything, ate supper. den cab home with bryant and gary.
thats it. good night!



now i understand why dreams dont come true.

YAWN. dead beat. had rehersal this evening.
it was really nice. great actor,actress,dancer,models as well as singer.

im helping out at the backstage btw.
shit shit shit. n level is like coming so fucking real soon.
im still like so SLACK.

ARGH.



should i or not?